Tuesday, 25 November 2014

Sunday, 23 November 2014

Parah

Bila mereka kata aku gila,
Adakala mungkin mereka benar..
Aku tak tahu kenapa aku rasa kartun boleh jadi sangat handsome?
Aku tak tahu kenapa aku boleh fall in love dengan kartun?
Aku tak tahu kenapa aku boleh menangis terharu tengok kartun? 

Zorro. Sanji.
One Piece.

Kartun pun aku rasa sangat menarik.
Apetah lagi manusia betul.
Boleh jadi gila mungkin kalau aku betul2 jumpa dia nanti...


Tuesday, 18 November 2014

Setiap Jam

Ini teruk.
Mungkin sebab hati rasa seperti terlalu ingin meninggalkan.
Perasaan meronta-ronta mahu ke tempat baru, suasana baru.
Berdebar setiap masa.
Tak keruan menunggu.
Semak email hampir setiap jam.
Takut berjauhan dengan handphone.
Bimbang terlepas panggilan.

Aih...teruk sangat dah ni.

Macam confident je boleh dapat offer tu.
-_-

Monday, 20 October 2014

Bad

Okay this is bad. Super bad!
I could not recall anything on this.

There was a friend who actually close with me last time..
And he used to share his pictures with me almost everyday thru Whatsapp.
Telling me what he doing, where he go..with whom..and etc..

And the bad thing is, I could not remember who he is.
Since I changed my phone recently, so I do not have any proof left.
I lost all the contacts / messages / pictures.
But I am sure there is no such pictures in my phone?
Most likely deleted. Its not my style.

But...who he is?
I cant remember at all..
This really prove my power in forgetting peoples.






Friday, 17 October 2014

Shah Alam

Walau hampir 2 tahun aku kerja di Shah Alam,
Selalu merayau ke Sekyen 15 la, Seksyen 7 la.
Entah berapa banyak Seksyen pun aku tak pasti.

Namun, aku tetap akan sesat kalau aku sendirian memandu.
Punya la degil tak nak pakai waze.
Konon yakin dengan diri sendiri sebab sebelum ni kak Zila selalu bawak,
Nah, sesat juga akhirnya.

Kenapa begitu susah nak ingat jalan area Shah Alam ni?
Tau-tau dah sampai ke SACC, tau-tau dah sampai ke UiTM Shah Alam.
Entah macam mana aku boleh sampai area situ pun aku tak tau.
Sampai nak cari PKNS pun aku boleh mabuk, 
padehal PKNS tu sebelah aku je.
Demmmm.

Wednesday, 17 September 2014

Mimpi hari itu

Selepas solat Isyak, aku terus naik katil.
Standby nak tido. Jam pukul 10 malam.
Pusing sana pusing sini, mata tetap tak mau pejam.
Tiba-tiba teringat akan mimpi itu.
Mimpi yang aku dapat pada bulan Ramadhan lalu.
Mimpi yang paling aneh aku pernah aku hadapi.
Tidak pasti mengapa dan kenapa.

Mimpi itu terasa seperti benar-benar terjadi. 
Aku dibawa oleh seseorang yang aku tidak dapat melihat rupanya.
Hanya mendengar suaranya memberi penerangan terhadap semua yang aku lihat.
Aku dibawa ke kawasan pemakaman yang cantik dan indah.
Di kawasan tepi laut, tampak indah dengan keindahan suasana dan angin laut.
Makam pertama yang ku lihat, beliau memberitahu itu adalah makam mahsuri..
Dihias cantik, berwarna kehijauan. Jelas laut terbentang indah di membelakangi makam itu.
Kemudian aku dibawa jalan lagi ke arah makam yang lain.
Terdapat beberapa makam yang hampir sama.
Begitu cantik dan agak tinggi berbanding makam yang dikatakan milik mahsuri tadi.
Batu yang digunakan seolah bersinar-sinar.
Juga berwarna kehijauan..
Di situ, aku diberitahu.."Inilah makam para sahabat Nabi SAW"..
Aku mengangguk tanda faham..
Kemudian, beliau berkata.."Mari kita ke makam Nabi SAW pula.."
Aku mengikut dengan hati berdebar tidak sabar hendak melihat makam Nabi SAW.
Sedang dalam perjalanan, aku terlihat satu batuan berbentuk seakan bulatan..
seperti perigi gamaknya..cuma ianya agak besar dan sudah tertutup dengan tanah dan pasir.
Ku tanyakan pada beliau, apakah itu? Untuk pertama kalinya aku membuka mulut bertanya.
"Mengapa terdapat lingkaran di sekelilingnya?"
Jawapan yang aku dapat, "lingkaran itu adalah supaya apabila ular cuba masuk ke dalamya,
ular itu tidak akan pernah menemui jalan keluar..ia akan terus melingkar berpusing melalui lingkaran itu"
Aku pun mengangguk tanda faham akan penerangan itu.
Kemudian kami pun berlalu terus ke arah makam Nabi SAW..
Sedang dalam perjalanan...
Tiba-tiba aku terus tersedar.
Mimpi tadi hilang. 
Astagfirullahalazimmm.. hampir-hampir aku dapat melihat makam Nabi SAW.
Melihat jam sudah 4 pagi..aku pun terus bangun buat persiapan bersahur.

Mungkin benar roh ku sudah dibawa keluar melawat makam-makam tersebut.
Dan mungkin aku masih belum layak untuk melawat dan melihat makam Nabi SAW.
Bersyukur berpeluang merasai pengalaman sebegitu.
walau aku tak pasti akan kesahihan mimpi itu.

Wallahualam.


Monday, 15 September 2014

Cerita cerito

Hari ni rasa macam terpanggil untuk berfikir tentang kawan.
Kawan yang datangnya dari spesis lelaki.
Spesis yang sedia maklum paling mudah untuk diajak berbincang.
Tak banyak songeh, simple and easy-going.
Hehh, tapi itu semua orang kata la..
Memang fakta nya sebegitu.tak dapat nak disangkal lagi.

Cuma masalah sekarang ni, tak semua geng spesis ni sama.
Ada macam-macam jenis. Dah 26 tahun aku hidup, dah banyak pengalaman jugak la.
Sensitif, kuat touching, suka merajuk. Itu yang konon-konon macam manja la.
Yang panas baran, suka mencarut, suka cakap 18sx..ini yang seakan hero pulak.
yang paling banyak, suka tipu. Samada tipu sunat atau tipu tak sunat.eh?
Diorang ni menipu ada banyak sebab. 
Sebab paling tipikal ialah nak jaga hati orang perempuan. Kata mereka lah.
Lain-lain mungkin sebab nak tunjuk dia power, atau nak elak dari bergaduh, dan mungkin juga nak tutup rahsia. Ada banyak sebab lain why men lie. 
Ala..perempuan pun ada yang tipu jugak. And guna alasan yang sama macam lelaki.
Nak jaga hati.......

Yang aku rasa macam susah sikit ni bila ada spesis lelaki yang susah betul nak cakap benar.
I mean cakap tak direct, pusing sana pusing sini.
Bila dah berpusing sana sini, aku pun pening la.
Bila dah pening, aku dah tak boleh nak fikir panjang.
End up aku abaikan je. 
Aku ingat lelaki paling direct, rupanya banyak jugak spesis suka meraban ikut jalan jauh ni.
Apa yang susah nya nak cakap benar, cakap je la dengan penuh confident. Kau kan lelaki.
Malu-malu ni bukan sifat lelaki. 
Direct je cakap, "Aku suka kau."
Kan elok macam tu? Tak payah la aku susah-susah nak kena tanya en.google "why man like this and like that..
Jawapan yang kau bakal dapat nanti kau tak payah nak risau sangat.
Relax je, takde nya kau akan dapat penampar sedas.
Bila kau direct, confirm kau akan dapat jawapan direct. 
Contoh macam, "Sorry..." 
tak dapat nak tolong dah la tu. Kalau itu faham-faham sendiri la okay?
Kalau dapat jawapan yang tak direct tu means ada harapan lagi. Kita andaikan perempuan tu malu-malu kucing nak cakap suka jugak. Diam pun tanda suka jugak tu.hehe

Okay, kembali ke tujuan asal.
And direct. Jauh aku TERpusing ni. 
Aku just nak bagitau, aku tak suka tipu-tipu ni.
Susah la bila main tipu-tipu ni.
Kau nak tau apa? Direct tanya aku.
Kau nk cakap apa? Direct bagitau aku.
Kau suka aku? Aku pun suka kau. haha!











Friday, 12 September 2014

Birthday!

12 September 2014. Turn 26 years old today.
How grateful I am on what I am now. What I have now.
May Allah keep on blessing me and my family.
Selamat Hari Lahir Atika.





Thinking on wishes I am going to make..
the only thing came out from my mind was ...A PARTNER.
Kekeke...






 

Tuesday, 9 September 2014

Nasib tak berapa baik

Sudah dua tahun berturut.
Berturut okay?

Last 2 year, accident. Seminggu terlantar
Last year, high fever. Seminggu jugak terlantar. Siap pakej menangis setiap malam.

Dah dua tahun sambut birthday atas katil. Terlantar. Tidak bertenaga. Tidak bermaya.

Harap-harap tahun ni dapatlah aku keluar celebrate. Harap-harap.

#mohondijauhkansegalakecelakaan

Wednesday, 3 September 2014

Semangat baru.Misi baru

Okay, tak habis lagi tu.
Hobi baru.Suasana baru.Seluar baru.Kasut baru.Stokin baru.Kawan baru.
Kononnya nak dapat perasaan yang real punya..kononnya la.
Okay, let see how far I can go.
#fitness

Thursday, 28 August 2014

Bukan sombong, tapi....

Guy : @&;$($&@)//
Me : haaa...?
Guy : !(#;#(^@&@() nombo fon !*#?',*#@)$
Me : hahaha...(okay, aku tak paham)
Guy : .....

Bila seorang mamat kelantan cuba mengorat, memang fail!
Satu patah haram aku tak paham apa dia cakap!

Aku tak tau kenapa aku begitu susah hendak memahami bahasa pantai timur.
Kelantan, Terengganu..memang payah aku nak faham.
Lagi-lagi kalau member tu cakap laju nak mampus.
Aku senyum jela. Tak mampu nak mencelah.

Goodnight.



Monday, 25 August 2014

Ye, kosong.
Makin hari makin terasa.
Ada sesuatu yang kurang di situ.
Sudah lama sedar tentang nya,
Tetapi hati seolah begitu degil untuk menafikan.
Pelbagai alasan direka agar akal dapat menerima.
Supaya jiwa merasa lebih tenang.
Tapi jelas ketenangan itu tidak bertahan lama.
Rasa hilang itu kembali lagi.
Aku seperti punya jawapan.
Tetapi tidak tahu bagaimana hendak menjawab.
Tidak tahu bagaimana hendak menjelaskan.
Bila niat itu hanya separuh
Ikhlas itu seakan tiada.
Bimbang tidak akan utuh di masa depan.



Tuesday, 12 August 2014

Mungkin sebab hati sudah mengeras dari batu,
Jadi tidak mudah untuk merasa perasaan seperti terkejut, sedih atau tekanan perasaan.
Di kala ini,
Seharusnya berperasaan sebegitu kata mereka,
Tetapi tak tahu kenapa, ianya tidah hadir.
Mungkin juga tidak tahu bagaimana hendak meluah,
takut digelar lemah, tidak mahu meraih simpati.
Dengan keyakinan yang sedikit,
Mencuba untuk menilik kejadian hadapan,
Dengan kegembiraan yang diimpikan,
Hmm..nampak seperti mudah. 
Cuba mengiyakan yang tidak.
Di hujung sudut itu, tersorok jauh, pasti perih.
Tidak mampu untuk jujur terhadap diri sendiri.
Apetah lagi orang lain.
Hanya ini yang terbaik akal ku fikirkan.

Sunday, 10 August 2014

My best buddy!

Pabila segala memori dibuang jauh
Jauh sehingga hilang dari pandangan
Sendiri sesat tiada jalan pulang
Mengerti ianya tidak lagi diperlukan
Hati mula rasa kosong
Fikiran rasa tenang
Kesan calar diperhati menyembuh
Bermula lagi putih dan suci
Dan ia semakin kuat
Nah, tidak mungkin tiada yang baiknya.

Monday, 4 August 2014

Ayam

Okay, ini memang tidak disangka-sangka.
Tak pernah aku jangkakan perkara macam ni akan berlaku.
Air mata hampir menitis, emosi tak keruan.
Hanya sebab melihat depan-depan mata,
Seekor ayam ditangkap dari reban,
Dan sedia dibawa untuk disembelih.
Sedang pembeli memilih-milih ayam mana yang hendak dibeli,
dia tunjuk yang itu, yang itu, merujuk kepada ayam yang sedang meyorok di belakang ayam lain.
Penjual pun dengan kasar menarik ayam tu keluar.
Okay, hati mula sebak.
Melihat ayam itu tidak melawan, sepertinya rela...
Kelopak mataku dah mula basah.
Hampir saja menitis air yang tertakung.

Sedikit geram aku melihat pembeli tu.hishh!
Beli je lah ayam yang dah mati disembelih tu.
Kenapa nak ayam hidup???! 



Friday, 1 August 2014

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin.
Oleh sebab ambil cuti raya sampai seminggu,
Maka masa tidur ku menjadi huru hara.
Siang menjadi malam,
Malam bertukar siang.
Kejadian apa kah ini?


Monday, 21 July 2014

Love at second sight

And then they ask me if I ever fall in love after that incident.
Keke, I do not know how to answer.
Yet I do not know what is the real feeling of falling in love.

But, there is one man.
Who is successful to make heart vibrating a bit.
That kind of man, I met for the first time in my life..
Cold attitude. Less talk. Smart. Perfectionist. 
Hard to read his mind. Hard to deal with. Moody.
And annoying! Ignoring people whenever he want.   
but still, good looking.

Yes, I fall for him. Not love at a first sight.
Instead, love at second sight. 

At the moment my bestie alerting me that I mentioned his name almost everyday,
I know I have start falling for him.
And I fall deeper since that time.

But I could not do more. 
I do not have courage to confess.
I do not know how to confess.
I just do not want our friendship become awkward.
Lets maintain the situation.
Where we still keep in touch despite we no longer beside each other.
At least, I know I can reach you whenever I miss you.

I remember we walking in the rain in that December......


Wednesday, 16 July 2014

Rindu Seoul

Teringin.
Teringin sangat.
Teringin sangat-sangat!
Saya nak pergi sana lagi.
Banyak tempat yang saya belum pergi.
Betul-betul nak pergi lagi!
Aduhai..kenapa tiket tiba-tiba jadi mahal sekarang ni?
Saya sedih.

Tuesday, 8 July 2014

Dan sejak itu, ku mula rasa bosan.
Perasaan bosan yang ku tak pasti akan berlarutan sampai bila.
Ku cuba mengelak mereka.
Hingga yang tidak bersalah jadi mangsa.
Hanya sebab mereka adalah mereka juga.
Sampai saat ini ku masih kekal begitu.
Mengharap pelangi petang di bawah panas matahari,
Walau itu sepertinya mustahil.
Tetap ku percaya akan keajaiban.
Yang telah lama ku impikan.
132..

My favourite number since then.
Everytime this number appear, my heart smile beautifully.

Monday, 23 June 2014

Kerana terpaksa aku makan.

Pagi ni ada orang order nasi tomato.
Orang tu nak ambil time pagi.
Jadi untuk melengkapkan menu mak suruh aku masakkan ayam masak merah malam semalam.
Mak cakap, "kak, esok pergi kerja boleh la bawak bekal nasi tomato..mak masak nasi tu pagi.."
Aku pun.."okay mak."
Pagi tadi lepas siap-siap nak pergi kerja,
Aku terus turun pergi dapur, konon nak ambil bekal.
Masuk dapur mak baru nak tumis rencah nasi tomato..aduhhh
Okay tak apa la..next time la makan.
Terus salam mak then blah.
Tadi terpaksa balik lewat, jam 8 lebih baru keluar ofis.
Oleh sebab lambat bos pun belanja dinner.
Makan McD je pun.
Okay.dah kenyang.
Sampai rumah, mak cakap,
"Kak, tu mak ada asingkan nasi tomato dengan ayam tu..makan lah.."
Abang and adik aku macam terkejut,
"Eh mak, ada lagi ke ayam masak merah tu? Tadi tengok tak ada pun?"
Dengan selamba mak jawab..
"Ada, mak simpan seketul untuk ika.."
Muka mengejek aku pamerkan kat diorang.
Masing-masing bengang.haha
The thing is...aku dah makan.
Full gila aku rasa makan McD tadi.
Tapi sebab mak dah simpankan sejak pagi tadi, kerana terpaksa aku makan jugak.
Lepas beberapa minit, perut aku sakit gila.
Tank is over loaded. Terus ke toilet.
#terimakasihmak

Friday, 6 June 2014

Banyak sangat ni?

Okay, sekarang ni terlalu banyak cite korea kt tv channel One yang aku follow.
Episode still on-going.
Semuanya best-best belaka.
Fenomena ni menyebabkan aku selalu tido lewat.
Sebab cite habis pukul 12 tengah malam.
Setiap hari hilang 2 jam masa tido.
Oh, ini sangat tidak baik untuk kesihatan mata dan otakku.

Susah nak tengok online, sebab kat ofis sekarang macam banyak kerja je hari-hari.
So, terpaksa bersabar tunggu next episode setiap hari kt tv.

Masalah utama kat sini ialah, aku kurang tidur. 


Wednesday, 4 June 2014

Penat

Sejak akhir-akhir ni, rasa penat tu terasa sangat.
Sangat-sangat sampai aku rasa nak give up.
Dah dekat 2 tahun kerja sini, baru sekarang macam sedar,
"jauh gila aku gi kerja tiap hari, macam mana aku boleh tahan selama ni?"

Tak lama dah aku rasa kerja sini, dah macam tak ada hati.
Separuh hati dah give up. Separuh lagi masih bertahan.
Kita tengok sampai bila separuh hati tu boleh bertahan.

p/s: Job seeking mode is ON

Wednesday, 28 May 2014

Pening. Pening bila terpaksa membuat keputusan yang sendiri tidak tahu.
Apabila kesetiaan yang bertahun-tahun lamanya mula goyah.
Bila hati mula terpesona dengan yang lain, mula la tidak tentu arah.
Nak dilepaskan yang lama, sayang.
Nak diabaikan yang baru, rasa rugi.
Beberapa cubaan memujuk hati untuk terus setia.
Tetapi sepertinya gagal.
Tetap ada secuit niat untuk beralih arah.
Mereka bilang lebih baik pilih yang kedua jika berperasaan sebegini.
Mungkin betul kata mereka.
Tapi mungkin juga salah?

Aduhai...

== Samsung VS Iphone ==

Thursday, 15 May 2014

Kebetulan nya?

Woah, seriously after I posted entry bawah ni pasal CN Blue..
I found latest information about CN Blue concert tour.
And Malaysia will be on 9 Aug 2014.

And the ticket launch will start on 16 May which is tomorrow.
What a coincidence.

Rock Zone price RM588. I'm dead! 

Cant Stop Me Now.

One of male group that I adore....
They compose their own songs. Using simple sarcastic words.
I missed their concert here in Malaysia last time.
Extremely sad. :(

I wish I can go to their concert, singing with them and shouting like crazy!!

Lets hear their latest hit song, Cant Stop.

After great composition I'm Sorry on last album, they come again now with another greater song.

Tidak mengecewakan. :)






Yong Hwa tetap kacak. Extra point lagi for playing the piano well.
Love Jong Hyun punya new hairstyle. Kaku 3 saat masa first tengok.:P
Ming Hyuk & Jung Shin masih bergaya.
CN Blue fighting!! ^^

Dia nampak kuat dan gagah.
Dia nampak cekal dan utuh.
Dia sepertinya tidak goyah dengan apa jua halangan.
Dia mampu berdiri teguh walau ditiup angin kencang.
Dia tetap di situ, tersenyum dan tertawa.

Mungkin tidak jelas di mata kamu,
Dia sebenarnya lemah.
Dia sebenarnya menggigil ketakutan.
Dia menitiskan air mata.

Itu dia.
Itu aku.

Wednesday, 14 May 2014

Air dari langit

Air dingin tumpah dari langit.
Mengapa dingin?
Membuat kulit terasa kejang.
Tak tertahan dek kedinginan.
Kombinasi angin liar membantu menurunkan suhu sekitar.
Sikit menganggu emosi aku.
Lalu aku terlena, cuba mengelak dari realiti.

Monday, 12 May 2014

Hidup masih diteruskan.

Kehilangan deria rasa selama seminggu cukup untuk aku rasa betapa peritnya hidup tanpa nikmat Allah.
Demam yang on off, selsema yang masih tiada lagi unsur2 untuk sembuh...
3 hari MC masih tidak cukup, ditambah 2 hari cuti weekend..
Masih lagi begini..

Mungkin benar, semakin bertambah umur badan semakin tidak sihat...
Perubahan paling ketara adalah antibodi yang semakin lemah.
Kalau dulu, demam hanya datang setahun sekali dua kali saja..
Tapi sejak tahun lepas, sebulan sekali pasti jatuh sakit.
Emak pun hairan mengapa antibodi menjadi begitu lemah?
Sedangkan hari-hari aku sangat aktif sebelum ni.
Ya, faktur umur agaknya. 

Wednesday, 2 April 2014

 " Time lunch tadi, ternampak seorang lelaki ni..
    Muka macam dia.
    Pakcik dia ke? Hm...
    Tengok lelaki tu senyum, gelak2..
    Teringat kat dia. "

Its been around 5 years I think..
Still, it affect me alot.
Maybe because he is the first one.
People say first love is not easy to forget.
True indeed.

Even his house just behind my house, 
I rarely see him. I know he avoiding me.
Just sometimes, I manage to hear his loud voice shouting to his friends.
Since my room is at the back, my window can direct see his house.
Whenever I heard his voice, I think my body freeze for a moment.
His aura still give me nerve wrecking.

Whenever our eyes met, we both will try to distance ourselves.
Avoiding each other will be better for us. Or else, we will start fighting again.
He sometimes drop by in front of my house to play with Dania and Adam.
What I remember he is very lovely especially to the kids.
And of course he will do that when I am not around.
Back then, he always know what I'm doing..where I go..with whom...
Even he did not show his concern to me, but everyone around us know he did concern.

He is someone who don't know much about being romantic.
Don't know how to treat a girl.
Very rude and loud.
We used to fight most of the time we met.
And that's how we fall in love.

He always find excuses to talk with me.
Even for stupid things..
Since he close with my brothers, so he always hang out at my house.
My house is his 2nd house. We were very natural that time.
Like siblings. Sharing everything with him.

There was one night, he sang to me a song.."Delima Cinta by Ungu" thru phone.
The lyrics give us deep meaning. I know what he felt at that time..
But I can't help it. I just too young to understand.

About us being parted, I don't know exactly what happened.
Yeah, I think it started from me.
He read my diary. And mad at me.
After that, he changed a lot. We were fighting.
And because of narrow minded, I ignore him since I stay at UPM at that time.
I did not back home for awhile, finding thousand reasons to stay at UPM.
Acting like he is the who to be blamed.
Without thinking actually it was my fault.
And he start seeing this one girl..our friends said he did that to forget me.
Broken into pieces. That's how i felt at that time.
And I believe he felt that same way.

After a year, we decided to talk.
We went out that night, expressing what is wrong what is right.
And again, I'm being too stubborn..we fight again.
And that night was the last words we shared.
5 years has passes...we still do not dare to speak even one word to each other.

Last year, I bumped his dad in front of my house.
His dad was trying to make us close again.
His dad even force me to call him asking him out..
I gave many excuses, plus I don't have his number saved on my phone, 
Then, his dad use his phone, and call him..
And when I said 'Hello..', he just silent..and after a few seconds he cut off the line.
How miserable I felt at that time..and sure same goes to him..

..I don't have his number saved on my phone, but I do have his number saved on my mind. He forced me to memorize his phone number before, in case I lost somewhere without money/ phone in my hand..

..He used to sang Aishiteru by Zivilia, Ku bukan aku by Tilu when I got so busy with campus life..deep meaning  - till now, whenever I heard these songs, my heart feeling sick..


- So close yet so far - 







Tuesday, 1 April 2014

Yes, I got new plan.
Europe + Istanbul in one go!
Yes, we can do that.
How? Hehehehe.

The power of internet.
Information is everywhere.
I need to book for Turkish Airlines to Europe.
Which means I am going to transit in Istanbul!
Just find for the longest layover time...then..
leave the airport and go jalan2!

But the most exciting part is..
Turkish Airlines provide FREE Tour Service for International transit.
That is awesome!!

But sure, I need to comply with certain requirement since the tour has fix schedule.
I just need to ensure I can follow the schedule or else my transit plan will be wasted.

More details : Free Tour Istanbul

Check it out! ^^

Monday, 31 March 2014

Sunday Weekend @ One City

As usual, me and Mira always do this kind of ad hock plan.
So suddenly just after I finish helping my mom cooking at the kitchen,
Mira called. "I am in front of your house." me, "Just come in then. i kat dapur"

"Lets going out. Go change now.."
I was like...grinning.........well, I know she got a plan, I just don't want to ask for more.
This kind of conversation, only we both understand.

We went to One City. Mira never go there, so she want to give a try.
And as expected, she will love that place.
Not so crowded, wide building, modern style, great view.
And delicious foods.
Enough to get an A. oh maybe A+.

We decided to watch movie, DIVERGENT. 
And I think my RM13 was worthy!!
Great movie! Recommended!
My heart flutter every moment I saw Theo James (Four).
He such a handsome guy. With cold character, just my type...!
Seeing him make me notice something, he looks like our local malay hero, Remy Ishak.
Now I know why people say Remy Ishak handsome. Haha


My Theo James!^^
   

We ate at BBQ Korean Chicken restaurant, my favorite place.
I know Mira will love it.
As expected.....

Jerk BBQ Chicken set meal (around RM18.90)

Paris Chicken 5 pieces (around RM12.90 kalau tak silap). 

Terlalu sedap katanya, nasib baik pinggan tak boleh makan.


And last, I finally got some courage to step on glass floor at the rooftop.
I tried several times before, but only managed to step one feet only.
At night, the view looks clear compared to day time.
A lot of peoples experience the glass floor. Excited things to do!
Feeling so good. 

from 10th floor.

Pening! Pening!

Feeling Good.:)


******


Friday, 28 March 2014

Getting Ready

I thought about this since my college time.
I really want to make it real.
Travelling far away...
Exploring the cities, cultures, environment.
And I plan to make it real this year or next year.
Autumn / Spring is the best weather for me to go.
I just love to stay at foreign place for few days...
acting like local people..at least 3 days...
feeling the environment to the maximum.
Resting my mind at park or beside the river..with beautiful scenery of leaves falling down..
Oh my...I LOVE THAT!

And this is only the beginning....:)


UK is not in my original plan actually, I prefer to go Spain.
But, they said Europe trip is not complete if we not visiting UK?
Hm..okay..Spain maybe next round (if got extra money).
I will try to shorten my trip in UK. Wandering around London and near places is okay I think.
And I want to maximize my time in Netherlands and Germany.
I got lot to see there! Beautiful scenery...:)
France, I only want to go Eiffel Tower! Other place..I am not so sure.
Italy..? I dont know what to do there actually..romantic city.
I am single lady, that is why Italy not in the list. -.-
Canal along riverside? We have that in Amsterdam...hehe




KEEP CALM
&
LISTEN TO THE SONGS



 - Master's Sun - 
*Paling handsome!!<3*

- The Heirs -

- My Love From Another Stars -


- Master's Sun -


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My playlist for the last 2 weeks.
Repeating the same playlist the whole day.
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Being happy is not difficult thing to do.
While we still have some time left..
Just go wandering anywhere,
Smiling and laughing confidently.
At least, got flowers blooming beautifully in desert area.
Even though we know that flowers wont live long.

*****







Thursday, 27 March 2014

Keseorangan di pejabat.
Hari hampir gelap
Angin bertiup kencang
Hujan turun bagai bah
Macam-macam perasaan timbul.
Perasaan takut, sedih, tenang, bersyukur.

Dalam hati, "bila boleh balik ni?"
Akal jawab "tunggu hujan berhenti baru boleh balik."

Okay! Sebenarnya takut kann? kann?? Aihh...  -.-





Wednesday, 26 March 2014

Colors Fade.

A definite answer.
The 'one' I can trust without doubt.
I believe on what I see.
Not what people tell me.
I keep on trusting you before. Put a faith on you.
Because I am not a girl who full of negative thinking.
Without any doubts you actually telling lies. 
Everything you told me, I listen to it very well.
When I listen to you, does not mean I believe every words.
I just too lazy to argue since it will give me nothing.
I leave all the childish thingy, become more reasonable.
And it all wasted.

To be honest, I really disappointed with you.
You talking about maturity all the time.
But end up doing childish thing.
Does it make sense?
You shouldn't play this kind of games.
It hurts. 

Since I like you a lot,
I once thinking of hold onto you.
Since you always make me warm inside.
But, I don't have courage to do that.
Maybe because I can expect the outcome.
I once failed doing that five years ago.
It haunted me.

Since I did face this kind of thing once long before,
So I manage to control the feeling.
You guys really look scary now. Seriously.

While with you, I try my best to show you my fake happy life.
You may not know, my life now is gloomy enough.
And being with you is just like vitamin to me.
For make me stronger, to face the real damn life.
To give color to the pale side.
I know some vitamins are not sweet,
But I have no choice. I need to be stronger.
But, seems like that vitamin is killing me softly.

I don't want you to watch me hit the bottom rock.
That is why I keep silent.
Finding thousand reasons to hide.
Trying to moderate all the things.

For not being able to play further with you, I am sorry.
I don't want to go nowhere with you. 


Great combination.
Life getting more miserable.

Monday, 24 March 2014

Malam makin gelap
Bintang makin jelas bercahaya
Waktu terus bergerak seragam
Takkan pernah menunggu
Takkan pernah berhenti
Cuba belok ke kanan
Bertemu pantai
Belok ke kiri
Ditemukan padang pasir
Inginku bersuara
Tetapi kaku terdiam di sudut persimpangan
Terfikir olehku...

Thursday, 20 March 2014

Tiba-tiba rasa kosong..
Bila dengar Ijat nak nikah dah besok.
Waaa...hilang sorang kawan rapat.
Lepas sorang...sorang...
Mira and Sham coming soon.
Alip pun... 

Macam mana diorang ni boleh terfikir nak kahwin?
Kalau ikut perkiraan aku, serious memerlukan duit yang banyak.
Pandai mereka simpan duit.
Duit aku? Merapu-rapu ntah ke mana.
Asyik keluar berjalan saje.

Bila Sham dah membebel pasal kahwin, anak bla bla bla...
Aku blur...hang kejap otak ni rasanya.
Tak pernah lagi aku berfikir sampai ke tahap tu.

"kau tak fikir sebab kau belum ada steady boyfren ika."
"nanti dah ada confirm kau akan berfikiran macam kitorang."

Okay, mungkin betul cakap diorang.


p/s: aku akan make sure lepas kahwin pun dorang kena teman aku keluar jalan jugak!



Wednesday, 19 March 2014

Subtitle Editor

Recently I was busy doing subtitle editing for Korean Drama.
Its all for my mom actually.
Since she do not understand English at all, so every time watching Korean drama together,
she will ask, "kak, dia cakap apa kak?"
Sekali dua kali tanya still can be accepted.
But when she ask too many times and almost for each scenes......Eeiiiii..........
Fuh..memang tercabar betul kesabaran. Nasib baik mak, so tak boleh kurang ajar.
I just lazy to explain to her.

So, to make things better, I google how to edit the subtitle.
At first I thought I need to download software for subs editing.
But then I found out that we can just edit SRT files (for subtitles) that come out together with the movie when we downloading the files. 
Just open the SRT files with Notepad.
Then translate from English to Malay.
Don't worry about timing because it has been set up already.
Just change the wording follow the format given.
As easy as that!

But worry part is.....I need to translate TOO MUCH wording! 
My fingers getting cramp because typing too much without stop.
Its okay, for the sake of my mom.
At least I can busy myself and I don't need to bother myself 
thinking of someone out there. Terasa dipermain.


#EmergencyCouple 

Thursday, 13 March 2014

One City @ USJ


Skypark View

Nice but hazy..

Since One City is the closest shopping mall with my office, 
so we go there almost every week. 
Yes, good choice for foods.
Shops not so many, maybe sebab masih baru.
Got cinema (Premium X) there, I once watching movie there, not bad.
The gym is awesome. Besar dan luas.
Skypark (rooftop) got few restaurants, but haven't try yet.
And there are glassy floor (see thru) at the rooftop.
Just imagine you are on the 10th floor, and you step on the floor where you can see clearly peoples down there.
Me? Sebelah kaki pun dah cukup gayat! 
Macam mana nak try skydiving nii? -.-


Recommended restaurant:

BBQ Korean Chicken (ground floor)
Tappers (ground floor)

Delicious and affordable price.
 4 bintang!



Wednesday, 12 March 2014


SEO IN GUK

My new obsession. Haihh...why he so cute??? 

His eyes, lips, muscle...

I cant stop staring at him while watching his drama. Super duper macho!

#Reply1997 #TheMaster'sSun




p/s: Kenapa hati ni rasa sedih semacam..?