One thing for sure now...

It just started.

Bulan ke-2

Bulan ke-12

February

December

I don't know why..but I really like these two months.

Every year I will excited when February and December are coming.

Usually I will plan something good or special on these two months.

For me, February is a love month. Maybe because of Valentine, but seriously February give me such lovely feeling where I always hoping that I will fall in love with someone on February. 

And December..I do feel that December is time for having fun..making good memories together..

and travelling together..since December is the last month..

I want to end my miserable year with something special, as reward to myself for being tough facing the whole year.

"i remember, when we were dancing in the rain in that December..." song I always love to sing when it comes to December.

and now...December is coming...:)

My friend once told me..

Forget about finding the right man,
But focus on being the right woman.

Again.well said.

Free Gift

Mudah terpengaruh.

Ye.aku memang mudah terpengaruh.

lagi2 bila melibatkan benda2 cute + cantik.

Paling obvious bila barang yang ada free gift.

Biasanya kalau ada free gift ni memang aku alert.

Tak kisah la apa free gift nya janji cute, and aku boleh guna,

Confirm aku sambar!

Mak aku memang tau da perangai aku.

Bila tengok aku macam excited nak beli sesuatu, mesti dia cakap, "ada free gift la tuh!"

Even aku takda nak guna sangat pun barang tu, but if free gift dia menarik, i will buy!

Semalam singgah jusco dekat ofis freda, kononnya nak singgah beli sayur untuk masak makan malam.

Sambil jalan2..tetiba mata terhenti kat biskut tin ni.

Sebab utama adalah MUG itu.

Mug itu sangat cantik + cute!

and colorful uolss!

Okay, adrenalin level increasing rapidly.

Biskut Julie's ni sedap jugak..so takda la ralat sangat if aku beli kan?? kan??

Ada beberapa color tin biskut ni. tapi aku yakin isi dia almost same je.

So tak kisah sangat amik tin yang mana pun.

Yang penting.. MUG...;)

Setelah beberapa minit membelek2 tin, aku ambik la tin color pink ni.

Freda pun setuju.

Why nk beli biskut pun perlu amik masa lama nak decide?? Ishh.

Lepas claim MUG kat kakak kaunter tu, aku rasa bahagia giler!

Mug ni sangat besar! 

Berbaloi2!!

They got 4 different design.

 Green color : Childhood memory

Blue color : Lover

Pink color : Family 

Purple color : Getting older together

Aku try minta color lain since yang pink ni design for family..

Aku target color biru tuu..hehe

Tapi tinggal stok color pink je kakak tu cakap.

Kalau dpt collect semua lagi bestt!

Nice kan? Cute kan?

Setiap pagi nk breakfast, tema aku adalah..

BAKED WITH LOVE

Anak No.2

Sedang asyik menscroll news feed FB, tetiba terbaca .."Fakta Anak ke-2"

Okay, menarik. Aku la tuh, anak ke-2.

1. ANAK MANJA : sebab apa-apa pun mesti dia akan diutamakan oleh ibu. 

- okay, ni nampak macam betol..mungkin sebab aku sorang pompuan kan.. Bukan manja sebenarnya, cuma paling close dengan mak..Tapi realiti nya bukan aku paling manja dalam adik beradik? Telah disahkan oleh ramai orang.

2. Anak Degil : lebih degil, keras kepala & tidak mendengar kata. Semua dia yg betul, ramai-ramai adik beradik dia je yang ketegaq, kemahuan kuat, buat sesuatu bersungguh-sungguh. Kalau tak nak tu, tak nak la, Jawabnya, boleh dipujuk tapi selalu tak berapa jalan.

- Hehehe. takdela degil mana pon..:)

3. Tak Pandai Pujuk : Memang anak no 2 ni tak pandai pujuk makwe / pakwe.

- Haha. gua pandai pujuk la...sape kata tak pandai..cuma mungkin penggunaan ayat tu tak berapa betul la. Mampu terbelit2 lidah gua kalau cakap kata2 puitis ni.  

4. Bercinta : Kalau bercinta, sangat setiaa. 

Sanggup berkorban

- Hmmm.i'm not sure about this.It depends. One thing for sure is ONE is enough. 

5. Hitam / Putih : Apa yang dikatakan semua dipegang. Kalau hitam / hitam lah. Kalau putih, putih lah. Degil tak boleh toleransi
- Betol betol betol!

6. Hati : Nampak je keras, tapi hati lembut, satu perangai dia tak boleh ditegur
- Eh, rase macam terbalik kot, sepatutnya nampak lembut, tapi hati keras. And gua bole je ditegur. cuma if gua rasa gua betol, gua memang stick dengan decision gua. degil la katakan..

7. Berdikari : Very independent. Memang betul tapi kalau terlebih pun susah. Mudah bergaul & very take care.
Absolutely right!!

8. Arahan : Payah nak terima arahan, lebih suka buat hal sendiri pendek kata tak boleh buat kerja dengan orang.
Absolutely wrong!! ni bukan gua.

9. Pemaaf & Caring : tidak dinafikan seorang pemaaf & caring. Tapi awas jangan bagi dia marah kalau dorang marah faham2 saja lah.
- Bukan pemaaf sebenarnya..tapi mudah lupa. so end up tak ingat pon ape yang da jadi.

10. Pakaian : Nak semua up-to-date. Semua nak kemas
- kemas itu penting. up-to-date tu takdelah sangat. biasa je rasanya.



Based pada pengalaman aku, anak kedua ni memang pelik sket. biasanya anak kedua ni la yang perangai dia paling lain dari yang lain. Aku pon rase macam aku pelik.Heh~

Quote of the day

I wonder how u will look at me
I wonder how u will think about me
I wonder what u expect me to be
I wonder if i am good enough for u
I wonder if i did my best for u
I wonder if i can be The One for u
I wonder.....

Triple Ohsem

Riadah di hujung minggu @ Sg. Pisang

Hujan lebat dari pagi ke petang? 

Pacat berpeleseran?

Luka2 di lutut?

Air terjun sejuk bak air batu?

Helmet biru yang huduh?

Tetap tak menjadi halangan.

Memang Ohsem!!

Perempuan

Balik kerja..sampai depan rumah, rasa macam...

Ya Allah..kotornya rumah aku niiii!

Dengan daun2 pokok mangga bersepah2 basah dek hujan. Belum lagi buah mangga yang jatuh bedebuk terburai2 isi dia..

Aih..ini tak bole jadi!

Masuk rumah.masuk bilik.tukar baju jap.terus turun bawah.amik penyapu berus sabun segala.terus menuju ke luar.

Okay.sesi membersih di malam hari.

Mentang2 semua orang takda kat rumah.tinggal yang laki2 jer..memang tak la nk bersihkan depan nii.depa tengok jaa..tipikal lelaki.

Risiko ada pokok depan rumah.daun gugur hampir setiap saat..buah pon jatuh hampir setiap jam.memang sesuai untuk menajamkan skill di samping melatih menjadi suri rumah berjaya.

p/s: hari ni hari ISNIN okay!! Bukan mood untuk kerja2 pembersihan.. -.-

Dear me,

I noticed u've been out of mind lately.
Please get your head straight and back to your sense.

Thank u.

Dreams..

Since my school time, I always dreaming go to Eiffel Tower, Paris for my honeymoon.

I really want to go there with my future hubby. 
Since Paris is synonyms with LOVE. Yes, it really does.

I plan we both will take a long leave for our honeymoon trip..

maybe around 2 weeks? If a month will be better! 

Usually people will go honeymoon for like 3 days or 4 days..or maybe a week.

But me..I want more than a week! It's because i do think we will having much cozy honeymoon since we don't need to rushing back home. We can go many places and try many activities together.

Must be very romantic! eh salah. I mean sweet. Romantic is not a suitable word  for me..:P

But since last year, i think I became greedy and wish to add for another place. 

Maldives Island

But the problem with island is sunburn..since me easily get sunburn and i don't like that.

I need to wait around 3 months for my skin to back normal.

But I do like ocean..very much! I just need to avoid water activity to maintain my skin tone. Or else, u can see my reddish skin and it seriously huduh!

I start to admire Maldives Island because of WGM. 

Nickhun & Victoria couple went to Maldives for their honeymoon.

I was like..Waaah....maldives is sooooo beautiful!

And since that time, I keep in my mind..I want to go for both!

My plan is..1st week we go to Paris, and 2nd week we fly to Maldives.

Why suddenly talk about honeymoon??!! 

Orang lain yang nak kawin, aku yang busy cerita pasal honeymoon..

Haihh....

*KEEP CALM AND WORK HARD*

Baju Kurung

Setelah sekian lama tak pakai baju kurung ..(berbulan2 dah rasanya)
Hari ni tetiba rasa nak pakai pergi kerja.
Memang da siap2 bawak da dari rumah aritu.
Gantung siap2 kat rumah freda.
Plan nak pakai hari jumaat.

Mungkin sebab ofismate jarang tengok aku pakai macam ni..
So dorang macam pelik. Okay, pandangan tu aku da paham.
Takpe.relax..confident kena ada.

Nak kua lunch dengan freda, then jumpa kak zyla tengah jalan.
Reaksi kak zyla "Pehhhh..! huiyoooo..! nak kua dating letewww lepas kerja"

Aku pon gelak la ape lagi!
Dalam hati, dating mende la kak zyla nii..
Okay.

Then after lunch, bos masuk bilik aku..
"So, atika..where are u going after work? Dinner somewhere?"

I was like..no..i dont have any dinner plan today?

"Nahhh..tipu laa..u wear killing dress today..."

KILLING DRESS.

Aku pakai baju kurung je pon!!!

Ish!

Makan malam

Again.makan roti with butter& strawbery jem + hot milo

Add on: kek sarawak + one piece

Syok terok!

Well said!

Black out

As soon as sampai rumah. Terus petik suis lampu. Tapi lampu tak hidup?

Aikk.apehal takda elektrik pulak ni.baru je plan nak mandi bla bla bla and tido.

Terpaksa tunggu owner rumah datang selamatkan kami dari kegelapan..-.-

#penat&mengantuk&kekenyangan

Rumah kedua part 3

Sambung misi mencari perabot untuk rumah bujang.

Sofa favourito. Tapi harga dia mahal..:(

With such a hectic schedule today...
I feel a bit lost.
Without knowing why..
I wrote this name.

Airport

Wandering around airport late night.

Dengan harapan jumpa jodoh pilot2 kacak.

Kekeke.

Dinner

Sushi + cream bread + hot milo + runningman

* tetiba rasa sakit hati bila tengok kwangsoo jatuh.mesti dia sakit kan..;p

Rumah kedua part 2

Balik kerja hari ni terus menyinggah ke tesco. Time for shopping!

Ni salah satu aktiviti yang paling aku suka buat. Beli barang2 dapur / rumah. Memang suka giler!

And yang pasti memang akan amik masa lama la sebab akan pusing semua tempat so that tak missed anything. But worthy. Soul therapy for me.;)

#penat&mengantuk

ULSER

Bila ada ulser ni mula la rasa tak best.
Spoil segala mood2 yang ada.
Susah nak makan, rasa pedih, gigi pon tetiba nak rasa sakit jugak.
Belum lagi rasa macam pipi bengkak..sebab ulser kat area geraham gigi.
Sabar jelaa...

Takpe.sakit sikit2 ni kan penghapus dosa2 kecil...fuuuu~

First day

Good morning!!

Our first day pergi kerja sama2.;)

#feelingrelaxtothemax

Rumah kedua

Rumah bujang. Akhirnya setelah berbulan cubaan memujuk mak untuk stay dengan freda..finally hari ni berjaya!

Seriously dekat gila dengan ofis. Around 10min macam tu? Compare dengan batu caves - shah alam?? Serious ini sangat berbaloi. Banyak masa yang dapat diselamatkan dari pembaziran yang ntah apa2.

Syok betol rasa..;)

Angin petang

Disebabkan hari ni mummy tak pergi kerja, jadi mummy ada masa bawak adam jalan2 di petang hari.

Angin sejuk sepoi2 buat adam mengantuk.

Sebab tu muka dia macam tu. -.-

Hi Mind!

Favourite picta

Gua plan nak print out gambar ni besar2,, frame kan and gantung kat bilik tepat2 atas kepala katil.

Inspiration. ;)

Stubborn

I hardly trust in people.
I am more believe on what i know and what i do.
I have very high confidence that i am right, totally right.

I have no problem listening to other opinion, but for sure usually at the end i will end up follow my heart gut.

Very stubborn! Pigheaded! Thats what my friends always says.

Peace!!^^

#time exam pon i always insist that i wrote correct answer even my friend already told that my answer is wrong. And i end up getting lower mark because of that. Yet i still doing same thing until now.keke

KIM JONG HYUN

SHINEE

I just notice that Shinee is such an awesome group idol.
I am not familiar with their members except for Taemin..
I know Taemin pon sebab WGM.
Yes, Taemin sgt cute! 

But..while watching WGM, Shinee members kept recorded in the scene..
where at that time I noticed JongHyun.
Jonghyun characteristics was such funny and real! 
He is sooo manly the way i see him.
And then I start to admire him and begin to refer Mr.Google for more info.

I found Shinee's One Fine Day where all the members were travelling to different places.
Jonghyun went to Japan. He really did well in the recording..exactly the way he are.
I like his voice and the way he talked. Attractive. Exactly my taste...:P
And that's how I start to like Kim Jong Hyun

p/s: Please do watching Shinee's One Fine Day. You will get to know many places..very informative and interesting. Kalau tak silap diorang pergi Krabi (Onew), Switzerland (Taemin), Europe (Minho & Key) and my Jonghyun Japan!

Mode travel ON.

Dania DengDeng

Dania suka gila kalau kita pakai baju yg sama dgn dia.
Dia mesti akan cakap..
"Mamio mamio..baju kita sama kan?? kann? kann mamio??"

Sampai la kau jawab "ye..baju kita sama"..
or else dia akan keep asking..

MAMIO..where the hell she got the name??
Mummy jadi mamio.

Banana Pancake

Tiba2 teringat Banana Pancake.
Sedapnyer.........

I ate about 3-4 times in a day while in Krabi last time.
Pernah try buat kat rumah, tapi failed! :P

#IamBananaLover 

Head straight

Well..if u dont hear from me for several days..please..please do not think much.

I am not escaping from u.
I just need some time to restrain my mind.
To get my head straight.

I will find u back soon when everything is clear.
I never want to lose friend especially when we are closer.

p/s: understand men is the hardest thing i ever face..and i never success till now.

Focus

There will be a moment where someone keep appear in your thought.

Every hour, every minute, every second.

Questions keep coming out without clear answers.

And it will end up losing focus.

p/s: rase nak keluar ofis, balik rumah and baring atas katil without any distraction.

Start anew

After a long time..i decided to start writing again.
too much thought in mind.
Writing it out is one of the best therapy for better feeling.
:)